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After five years of almost daily rape, Christina committed robberies under duress from the grooming gang and was jailed. She made a complaint to police about the abuse, but no action was taken.   She sees the prison term as her salvation; from this moment she turned her life around. Two years after her release, her police statement was found at the back of a filing cabinet, and Operation Tendersea, the investigation into the grooming gang was launched.   This is the first time Christina has spoken out. 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Thanks to her 12-year legal fight, other victims now have hope. Other victims now have a voice.   In her memoir, Monica, 54, tells the story of her childhood, when her mother, Betty Mount, forced her head under running bathroom taps and tried to strangle her. She had previously tried to kill Monica as a baby.   Monica was taken into foster care, where her new parents ran a brutal regime. To the outside world, the family was devoutly religious and respectable, but behind closed doors, Monica was physically and sexually abused.   Failed by a second mother figure, she moved into her own home aged 18 and went on to have four children. Monica loved her children but battled constantly with the demons from her past. She carried her dark secrets around with her for 40 years until in 2010, haunted by her trauma, she finally decided to seek justice. She was told she could not seek compensation because of the ‘same roof’ rule, meaning victims who lived with their attackers up to 1979 were ineligible for pay-outs.   For the past 12 years Monica has been fighting her case through the Supreme Courts and was recently awarded compensation from CICA in respect of the sexual abuse she suffered in foster care. She is awaiting a second settlement for the attacks by her mother.","brand":"Gardners","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43127978819762,"sku":"9781915306326","price":9.99,"currency_code":"GBP","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0612\/7193\/3106\/files\/9781915306326_bad94016-bf67-4e2c-bea3-b351f1ead986.jpg?v=1786030253"},{"product_id":"9781915306722","title":"This Isn't Love","description":"After a life in care, with both good and bad experiences of the system, Hope knows all too well what the risks are for children in care as they approach adolescence. Lacking any sense of self-worth or belonging, children in care are often dismissed by the authorities as impossible to manage and, worse, perceived as children who have invited sexual abuse by placing themselves in 'dangerous' situations. They quickly become invisible to the authorities - too old to be perceived as 'children' by the system and yet, far too young to be safe in an adult world. Hope was brought up in care from the age of nine. Until now, she has never spoken about what happened to her once she left the security of her children's home at the age of 13 and moved into a 'secure unit'. It may have been secure but it was never 'safe'. In this new book, she lifts the lid on this untold chapter of her story and the devastating effects she experienced when she reconnected with her past. This isn't Love is a book that not only casts blame on the men and women who abuse children in care, but also on those who avert their gazes in the belief that these children are 'asking for it'. Hope's story ends on a hopeful note, championing victims of abuse and encouraging others to tell their story.","brand":"Gardners","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":44581717377202,"sku":"9781915306722","price":9.99,"currency_code":"GBP","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0612\/7193\/3106\/files\/9781915306722_a13370c1-61ca-460c-b562-371f1d53fcbb.jpg?v=1786030274"},{"product_id":"9781915306807","title":"The Letter","description":"Sarah Sidebottom was repeatedly raped by both her father and her brother as a child hassecured justice thanks to a forgotten letter. Sarah Sidebottom, 54, was raped and sexuallyabused by her father, Arthur William Bowditch, and her brother, Arthur Stephen Bowditch.   They were jailed in 2022 for a total of 32 years.   The first attack, when she was just three and a half years old, left Sarah needing surgery torepair internal damage. A decades-old letter from her doctor proved crucial in securing aconviction for the abuse, which began almost 50 years go.   Sarah, 54, now happily married and a mum of two, runs a charity for ex-army veterans withher husband, Darren, himself a former soldier, in Barnsley, South Yorks. She's even beena guest at Buckingham palace in her charity role - a far cry from the suffering of her earlyyears.   Sarah also shares a special bond with her dog, Kayla, a German Shepherd, who saved her lifewhen she has felt unable to carry on.   She says: \"I had no idea about the surgery until 2021, and I saw my medical records. I washorrified, but at the same time, this was exactly what the prosecution needed to build acase against my father. After staying silent for nearly 50 years, part of my healing process ishaving a voice and speaking out.\"","brand":"Gardners","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":44583247904946,"sku":"9781915306807","price":9.99,"currency_code":"GBP","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0612\/7193\/3106\/files\/9781915306807_3c46dfe3-2678-42da-bc3c-c11e295822e8.jpg?v=1786030279"},{"product_id":"9781915306869","title":"My Girl","description":"A woman who was sexually abused by her own father and later gave birth to his daughter is now running a support group which spans 30 countries and has tens of thousands of supporters.   Stace Don, now 36, was taken into foster care as a baby after being neglected by her parents. For seven years, she lived an idyllic life, believing her foster parents were her real parents. But a chance encounter with her natural father, Nigel Taylor, shattered her happiness and she was later moved from her foster home, away from the family she loved.   Upset and angry that she had been lied to, and confused about her own identity, Stace spent the remainder of her childhood flipping between different homes. Aged 17, she visited Nigel Taylor and he refused to let her leave. Over six months, he sexually, physically, and mentally abused her, forcing her to behave in a 'wifely' role; cooking, cleaning, washing.   He paraded her as his partner in pubs and in shops, and even took her house-hunting, claiming they would live as a couple. She was also expected to have sex with him and endure sickening levels of intimacy. Stace fell pregnant aged 18 and, despite her loathing for her father, was determined to keep her baby.   Nigel Taylor was jailed for seven years in April 2011 at Basildon Crown Court after admitting sexual activity with a child family member. Stace now runs a blog and support group for other survivors of sexual abuse. Her daughter, aged 16, is fully supportive of her mother's work.","brand":"Gardners","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":54911759876469,"sku":"9781915306869","price":9.99,"currency_code":"GBP","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0612\/7193\/3106\/files\/9781915306869_691f2a67-5e2f-4742-b328-e360b42f8c7b.jpg?v=1786030284"},{"product_id":"9781408724309","title":"Under Their Roof","description":"Kathleen Richards was just 17 when she and her sister Deirdre found themselves on the doorstep of 25 Cromwell Street, Gloucester, seeking lodgings from a seemingly friendly local couple: Fred and Rose West.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e While growing up in poverty-stricken Dublin in the 1960s, Kathleen was abused from a young age. 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And, when Shirley suddenly disappeared too, Kathleen's world began to grow very dark...\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e This is a chilling account of what it's like to come face-to-face with Britain's most notorious serial killers, but it is also an inspiring account of the resilience of women and how to find happiness after trauma.","brand":"Gardners","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":57685743403381,"sku":"9781408724330","price":10.99,"currency_code":"GBP","in_stock":true},{"title":"Hardback","offer_id":56299227152757,"sku":"9781408724309","price":22.0,"currency_code":"GBP","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0612\/7193\/3106\/files\/9781408724330.jpg?v=1792598914"},{"product_id":"9781915306616","title":"Not My Fault","description":"\"What mattered was that someone listened to me. Someone believed me, after 25 years. 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It could have been a series of events which broke her but Sam channeled her pain, rage and devastation at the failures in the judicial system into a campaign for change.   Over and over she refused to take no for an answer, demanding more support and understanding for grooming victims as well as harsher sentences for abusers.   Sam has battled back from unimaginable tragedy and devastation in her personal life to fight for change, not just for herself but for the countless victims of abuse still out there.","brand":"Gardners","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":56309456241013,"sku":"9781917439299","price":9.99,"currency_code":"GBP","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0612\/7193\/3106\/files\/9781917439299_6b8713df-0d62-476a-aeb4-30519e12e012.jpg?v=1786030338"},{"product_id":"the-reckoning-3","title":"The Reckoning","description":"WRITTEN WITH SUNDAY TIMES BESTSELLING AUTHOR ANN CUSACKGenerations of abuse.   A murdered mother.   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